ただの現状

They say “let’s not dwell on the past”or whatsoever ,trying to pep me up. But if I were to let go of the past, this is where I cease to exist.  so worn out like dilapidated car, yet I must keep running, craving for whiskey and another feeling of inferiority as the fuel...

I always dream a dream in which this world seems more delightful, while the reality remaining the same: disappointing, depressing, despairing.